Don't pretend to be me
for I cannot be seen.
Those sparks in my eyes
I'm not yet sure what they mean.
But these lips they tell stories
and can tear you right down,
and those ears hear lies
that would make the deaf frown.
So pretend to be you
and keep believing that lie,
so the things that you say
can pretend to make me cry.
Those words a defense
to keep others at bay,
but me I pretend
that I will understand you one day...
In spite of you
I'll drink myself to death
In spite of you
I'd take my first drug
just for you
because you dont want me to
I'd throw it all out
and run away
for you
I would do nothing
Cry yourself to sleep
with the failure you bring
in spite of you
cut your wrists
because i want you to
burn your life
act like you actually care
to spite me
you'd have to look at me
think hard, ruin it all
in spite of you
Act Desperately.
Will you call me out
on every heart I break
on every lie i've made
when your smile fades
Will you tear me down
when I admit I'm wrong
So I beg your forgiveness
And cry at your feet
Will you turn me away
at my moment in need
at the point when my heart bleeds
for you and you alone
Will you throw my tears to the wind
break my heart again
when all I ask is your forgiveness.
Unlodge this bullet from my heart
Brake the lock and run
Kiss me and just turn away
Let this pain be done
Mix these colors one by one
paint your fear to death
Run your fingers down the page
Give up your last breath
See me through the window pane
throw a rock and run away
Heal these wounds with razor blades
I dont want to live today...
Make my knees weak just once more
brake this stupid trend
All I ask of you today
is for this not to end.
I surrender to you
yeah, I'm yours
leave me feeling helpless
when my tears hit the floor
Push me down
you hold me there
my arms bruised up
the point is to scare
To scare me to you
to make me love you
you control me
you enthrall me
you own me...
this is love right?
to feel pain this way
a new point of view
handcuffed to make me stay
I'm bound and gagged
lying here on the floor
praying for you to say
you don't love me anymore
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Feelings you can't see
Jealousy I shouldn't feel,
Running through me
Not knowing what to do
With feelings you can't see.
My mouth is dry
Wishing explanations away
Your questions go unanswered
Never knowing what to say.
I miss you already
Even though you weren't mine
Your face will fade away
This pain will end in time.
Wishing luck to tragedy
Wearing a smile till then
The future is an unforgiven fog
To cover up a mistake to mend.
If Broken glass is all that's left
and the Tears just fall away
When the smiles from your empty past
have nothing left to say...
Will she still be there waiting for you?
her words to guide your course
Or will the ghosts of your tommorrow
give you nothing but remorse.
step back from my anger,
and enter into my pain,
this next level of tormentation,
lays within my brain,
just don't sit and imagine of what i want you to do
come step inside my pain filled body
all you will see is true
if you are willing to see
all of what i want
and of all i want to be
take my hand and come join me
there is nowhere to run
no safe place to hide
hold on tight
its one hell of a ride
there is no backing out,
you are to far now to just turn back
you are on your way to my mind
and its starting to get black
nothing in here matters
nothing in here seems the same
step on in
and lets play a little game
You roll
RAIN
Drip drop goes the rain outside
It's a dark wet world when the heavens cry
Tears fall cause we think he's a lie
Was I saved when Jesus died?
Well no one really knows
It goes Drip drop when a child cries
Drip drop for the innocent lives
For the guns and the blood and the knives
They're on their knees and they're asking why
Does no one really know
Drip drop for everything bad
Drip drop when everyone's sad
Without pain we cant know pleasure
But I don't see a change in the weather
I've heard drip drop my entire life
Its going to rain until the day I die
Tears are going to flood the world
Drip Drop is all I've ever known
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